OHMYGOSH!!!!!! UBER COOL. i totally felt the tremors from the earthquake in SUMATRA. ok its weird that i am so happy, i know i shouldnt be because.... um if there is a tsunami there, people will lose loved ones, houses, cattle, crops..... SORRY. ok INTERNAL CONFLICT. but i mean it IS quite cool to feel tremors. i was in tuition and like i felt the chair shake and stuff, so i asked my friend sitting beside me if she felt it, she said:'OH the person behind you is writing' at first, i was like.... UHHH OKA---Y then just kept quiet. then another teacher came in and told us... HAHAHAHAHA I HOPE THERE WOULDNT BE AN EARTHQUAKE OR TSUNAMI THERE. I WILL DEFINITELY PRAY even though i was ONCE happy:) hi again. i dont like racist peoplei dont like people who dont turn the other cheek when hit on one side(although i do fit into that category)i dont like buses which numbers are hard to seei dont like people who dont know how to say sorryi dont like it when i cannot concentratei dont like it when i am HALF watching SingaporeIdol and HALF studying chemistrytoday MOSTLY rocked.sitting on the fence girl <3
Eating cococrunch from a sealed container.Helping my mum turn on the speakers.DOing ACS I math paper 2.Thinking.Breathing.Learning about Epithelial tissues.Finding a picture for this post.Smelling flowers.REGRETTING.wow. see??? i am AWESOME at multi-tasking. haha. OHMYGOSH. i find myself really really STUPID. there was this langarts literary analysis and well..... ok i did it all wrong! ahahahahahaha so in the end i took like 3 hours to finish it. DIE. my EOYS are so coming up but all i havent even finshed studying! with contrast to last year, i started studying like a month BEFORE SCHOOL EVEN STARTED. now, i only started 1 month before exams. ahhh its gonna be a LONG ride. i can tell. i just cant wait for it to be over. STUDYING.......sitting on the fence girl<3
HEYA. i am sorry i am super random with that dress on top hahahaha. but i found out that it was a guy's dress shirt transformed! haha how cute. I dont know, maybe its just my longing to wear back my dresses which are like stored in my cupboard but that i dare not wear. OKOK reasons: 1. the only place i can wear it is to church and well i guess you can say i am shy?? haha 2. my dresses are quite short, not very apprpriate for church. 3. i have nowhere else nice to go to. PERIOD. (dont think sick... it means FULL STOP. ) YUPPP:) ok i am kind of digressing from what i wanted to write about.... ok. i am kinda weirded out by CHIM-ness. ha i learned what 'liturgy of platitudes'*that was meant to be said in a proud yet learned tone* means. my langarts teacher wrote it on my essay, meaning for it to be well a negative comment. i read it i was: "WHAT???!!!!" i asked kits she was like :that is so chim. ok not exact words from her that is why i am NOT QUOTING SEE??? haha. there was this other one in my SCIENCE(not english !!!!!) paper wich was 'lacerated'. ok that is not TOTALLY chim but to some extent it is! i mean why cant you say 'CUT'?? gosh. it sometimes makes me feel that people are trying to show off their vocab or something but KUDOS TO THEM. i dont think i can ever come up with some of those. ah. ok. haha. you know how like when you really WANT something or want something to happen??? ya. it totally doesnt happen to you. it happens to people who dont want it at all. MAYBE DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. life is unfair. i may be too young to say it but OHWELLS too bad. SO I HAVE THUS DECIDED(ha a step closer to new blog! read earlier posts) TO NOT BE BOTHERED ABOUT where N is, what N is doing etc. of course you know, i think i am doing this is so that whatever i want to happen will happen (confusing:))..... oh but that is totally CHEATING. hahahahs. anyway it is NOT a promise so i might... you know... not keep to my decision:)the song someday we'll know is still in my head. GO LISTEN previous post has the link:)sitting on the fence girl<3
HEY! today i went back to Charis(old church) which i UTTERLY MISS. found out some SHOCKING yet hateful news about you know.... well old times. I MISS my old times, in that church how fun it was....then when i went back to study i turned on my ipod and it was the song : Never had a dream come true by S club 7. and there was a phrase that kind of hit me:There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering) How it could be now or neither beenwell.... IT SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. it like totally answered me.... hai.... i guess its right. We always say that we want to relive the moment, well we also know that it can never happen. I guess it just doesnt work that way. LIVE IN THE MOMENT. treasure what you have know or never be able to again. well, then another song caught me:) this time dont worry it aint so sad... haha its called Someday we'll know by Mandy Moore. here are some of the lyrics:Oh, Someday we’ll knowIf love can move a mountainSomeday we’ll knowWhy the sky is blueSomeday we’ll knowWhy I wasn’t meant for you...Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?Or what the wind says when she cries? I’m speeding by the place that I met youFor the ninety-seventh time...TonightSomeday we’ll know Why Samson loved Delilah?One day I'll goDancing on the moonSomeday you’ll knowThat I was the one for you.... Its a real cute song. FULL OF QUESTIONS:) haha remember my previous post? here, go listen: Someday we'll know have fun:) it ROCKS:) how cute it is, i like the part about Titanic's captain, and about Samson and Delilah:) its real sweet. i dont know why exactly, but some songs just seems to connect with you dont you think so?sitting on the fence girl<3
HIS!!!!!!! ok just so you know, that was a 'hi's and not 'his' HAHA:) sorry i havent been writing for the ABSOLUTELY longest time EVER! so so sorry. was busy studying. I have thus gone on an fb FAST till after EOYS. and i have so far been 99.9999999999% successful:) i only went on twice! CLAPS:) haha. oh well, i am officially TOTALLY accident prone. well i hope i am not any more. fine ok, i WAS accident-prone. yesterday during PE we played captains ball(WHOO HOO) and.... 1. i tripped on someonesleg and SCRAPED my knee.... 2. while blocking the ball, got elbowed at the CHIN...3. while blocking the ball AGAIN, got elbowed in the cheekbone! OW. hey dont get me wrong, i am SO not blaming anyone nor complaining... JUST EXPLANING:) hehes. so well, i was like supposed to do sit-ups, push-ups and kangaroo jumps at home, but i cant. cause, well my knee is IN PAIN. haaha. i hope i can still play badminton:) hope itll heal by sunday:)oh. we got this UBER cute mirror from the EXCO saying 'you are a LEADER' each one personalised! haha. its really cute. i put it on my table and stare at MYSELF.... haha. just kidding:) but i do :) hahahahahaha. oki have gotta go back to work! see ya soon!:)sitting on the fence girl<3
hey there! i was just studying my history when i got really distracted in my thoughts. ): i was thining about well our future, like well mine. AND it was not like future in 20 years or something it was the NEAR future like 2 to 3 years time kind of thing. like you know how by the time we are in sec 2, one badge of seniors will be gone and its own turn to be a senior. following that, sec 3, well, in CCA, we will be the oldest, no SENIORS nothing. we'll be taking on the tough job of reprimanding and disciplining our juniors. going through emotional team talks etc. then sec 4. weve got the big O coming. well study hard and be THE BIGGEST SENIORS OF THE SCHOOL. then JC1 study again and again, move away from bestest friends, new environment etc. then JC2 a big A .... SO ON. well you get the point. i know ike everybody has to go through it but you know, its just, scary. my bestie, wrotte once in her birthday letter to me: QUOTE As we age through the years, we might possibly drift apart ): we may one day be two strangers pushing our way through a large crowd and even if we bang against each other, a few muttered apologies will be all that we will get from each other. END QUOTE.its sad to admit, but theres a tinge of possibility there.... hai. maybe i am just having one of those so called mood swings, one day UP next day DOWN. for me??? this morning was WAY UP. like i managed to finish so much work, now i think the person pushing me was tired, he let the swing go and now its just DOWN. hai... I HOPE THAT QUOTE WONT BE TURE.whatever it is, treasure your time together, it may be short, it may be long, but hold on LIVE IN THE MOMENT. the string could very well be cut in the near future. SCARY.sitting on the fence girl <3
HELLO:) i am totally supposed to be doing work now... but you know, i had better update my blog before anyone in my family comes back! haha. oh! today a wrote a totally FANTASTIC song called FLY AWAY! haha. ok i am kidding, i just started singing random stuff during LangArts :) BUT do you know??? Jason Mraz wrote his AWESOME song: I'm Yours by just writing random words??? hahaa. you had better remember this blog when i get FAMOUS! and yes kits, you can be my personal manager.... JUST TO CAUTION YOU: i am a TOUGH client. uhhuh. one blooper and *snap* youre gone with the wind! haha.
I have decided to lay off my crazy obessesion for this week? i dunno but i found out andy has the same thoughts... i tried to stay away, but OHWELLS temptations tempt me. THATS WHAT THERE FOR RIGHT??? haha. Of course not.
i'd like to imagine that i will one day be a SUPERSTAR who lives in a AWESOME cottage in the countryside. and well she would LOVE the word AWESOME. record albums maybe... every day or so... send it to her manager aka kits for producing and hit the billboards with the name of: th countrysider.... HUH COOL. of course she would live an AWESOMELY normal life, smsing her bestie, going on about obsessions, watching tv, playing with her sis.... AND NO ONE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT HER. cool. opps SORRY. i meant AWESOME. i think ones imagination does things to you. you can just daydream and not even know if you are back to reality or not.
REMEMBER ME. (this is not the book name with a question mark behind it.) it a COMMAND.
I'LL BE FAMOUS. DUH.
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hi.... well days such as these are just.... tiring. exhausting. firstly, classes were pretty much a bore. AND I NEVER USUALLY SAY THAT.ahhh..... i cannot believe that you ACTUALLY added me. AHHHH i am happy like shit. really. i guess you may be oblivious to it but hey ITS A FACT. hahahaha OH WELLS. today i only managed to finish ONE PATHETIC chapter of history and TONS TONS TONS of homework. i guess you can call homework revision. but STILL. haha. my mum once gave me this book called WHY PROCRASTINATE??? haha it was funny... but I STILL DO. you know how? like just reading through my messages, i can spend like half an hour. ok FROM THIS DAY FORWARDS. I WILL:1. follow whatever timetables i set for myself2. study without my phone by my side3. BE DILLIGENT BOTH IN AND OUT CLASS4. SLEEP EARLY5. GO ONLINE FOR ONLY lets see... 30 mins! will update you more on my status. I PROMISE. each time i finish one goal above, i will hmmmm..... get to go online for another five min! ahahahaha. LOVELY. such A GREAT REWARD.sitting on the fence girl <3
HI! i changed my profile and intro! haha. but i really do hope that i could change myself, and even change my blogname next time to : finallyonthegrassnexttotheflowers.blogspot.com QUITE CATCHY EH? we'll see. haha. i was super distrated today while doing work! like i was studying history then i decided to listen to music so in the end i started singing instead! ahh ok i will make a WISE AND SENSIBLE decision. I HAVE DECIDED TO NOT TO LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE STUDYING. ha! A decision! 1 step closer to changing my blog name! hahahaha. lame. ok.
i love WHITE HORSE BY TAYLOR SWIFT. especially the lyrics:
i'm not your princess, this aint a fairytale
i'm not the one you'll sweep of her feet
lead her up the stairwell
this ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
i was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around.
Cause i'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
i'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
this is a big world, that was a small town
there in my rear view mirrir dissappearing now
now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now.
AND THAT IS JUST THE TWO DIFF LYRICS! ahh... i dunno why but when i listen to songs, the first thing i hear for are the lyrics, not the melody or just the way it sounds. normally if i dont like the lyrics, i dont like the song. weird eh? and if i hear the song a few times more, i would be able to memorise the lyrics haha:)
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hiagain! sorry i am super random today. i was walking along home after training(totally drenched btw) and of course listening to my music. then i like DREAMED that alison was walking right across me! ahh haha. i don know if it was daydreaming or real.... NAH I AM KIDDING. it was daydreaming. haha. lame.do you think the music one listens to is a representation of what has experienced or wants to ? hmmm. i was told by one of my seniors before. she went through my songs then saw 'Teardrops on My Guitar' and said QUOTE eh... you know the types of songs you listen to show what you feel END QUOTE. weird. whats so wrong about that song? ok it is about i dunno teenage factuation and stuff but i certainly have never experienced THAT before... hmmmm if it is actually true then i must have felt a lot of heartaches! hahahahaha lame. yet again. i need to get back to studying but i need rest too. i am SUPER tired but like i am going for tuition later..... hmmmm OHWELLS that is how it is.sitting on the fence girl<3
hi AGAIN. alright you must be thinking that i am lame and have TOO much time on my hands which I DONT. ok the lame part may be right but not the time part. I feel SLIGHTLY guilty today. i was supposed to go on a Physics to Excite thing at NUS today with my class but i told my teacher that day that i will go with CO on Friday instead. simply cause i did not want to miss training. oH THEN GUESS WHAT training today was cancelled leaving me at home FREE. i feel guilty. i even went swimming with my bestie this afternoon. hai... but i did not know right????ANYWAY. we had an AWESOME TIME today. bestie and i made MANGO &COFFEE ICECREAM!!! HOW COOL???? haha. handmade. i tried it and NOT BAD! i have not even gotten a stomachache yet! PROVEN! whoohoo haha. maybe we can come up with a new teenage franchise with weird ice cream flavours like LIFE-SAVERS AND BLUEBERRY???? hahaha i am weird. but just think about it. EVERYTHING COULD BE RUN BY US. TEENAGERS. haha. WE ARE THE KIDS OF THE FUTURE! haah. lame. yet again. i hope it would not be a totally mess.... maybe we could even go WORLD! UNIVERSE! GALAXY! people would know us even though we dont know them! i find this concept weird but very INTRIGUING. haha. LOVE IT.WELCOME BACK TO OUR WORLD JOY. WELCOME. REAL WORLD= LOADS OF WORK. KEEP GOING. STOP DREAMING.sitting on the fence girl>3
heya. just got back from my awesome, not so much, holiday! haha we went to JB. Stayed at a resort called Palm Resort. ok i have two opinions of the place: 1. boring, nothing much to do 2. bowling is fun! hahaha sorry ok i am lame. very. anyways, when i first stepped in, it was a totally gloomy day. haha sorry i am quite random with the photo but i found it and it made me laugh. haha. anyways, it was a generally nicely decorated place, well lights looking like leaves, banners of green and yellow(weird for me!), no lights except for dusky sunlight, musky smell.... well ya you get the point. i basically felt quite lazy. haha. but at night, when we came back, it was cool all litted up PRETTY AMAZING. then we went for BOWLING! ok it is not as if i have never bowled before, but it was the first SERIOUS time:) my dad was trying to teach me and my 1st BOWLING SCORE: 59! haha. not that fantastic but OHWELLS. well then we catched Samurai Girl on Channel 5 which i have to say was quite interesting. haha. well the next morning, everyone seemed to be addicted to BOWLING so we played 2 more games. SCORES: 58(awwww) and 81! sorry i dont mean to boast, but I GOT MY FIRST PROPER STRIKE! hahaha PURE HAPPINESS. really. i started hysterically jumping and high fiving. LAME BUT GREAT. haha. anyways then we ate at secret recipes i had some black pepper chicken thig while my dad had A HUGE LAMB SHANK, something like this: YUMMY. haha. anyways, then it was shopping. i know many girls LOVE shopping but i dont think i am that type. i find it quite tiring actually. and you know we all have this tendency when we go overseas to say that OH ITS SO CHEAP HERE UNLIKE SINGAPORE! and then we buy and buy and buy eventually you spend like twice or more the amount you spend in Singapore. WHATS THE DIFF? so ya we went to a shoe stall ahhhh A LOT OF SHOES FOR MY SIS. ya well but i wasnt amazed at the shoes, rather, the way the shoes were packed! i tell you IT WAS UBER COOL! they were in boxes of course, except they were piled like super high one on top of another and they had this COOL mechanism that could help you take it down SUPER COOL. i wanted that in my room maybe next time. hahahaha
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HI! I AM SUPER UBER HAPPY TODAY!!!! really. GREAT! ookokokok. sl,al and i went for this language master competition thing and well didnt get to the top 4! hahaha. that must be weird for you right, like she didnt win so why is she happy? well the thing is, DURING the competition, I GOT A MESSAGE FROM NA!!!! ok that is not her really name, just a nickname:) AHHH ok so basically she is my ward in this angel and ward game. Basically you get letters from your angel whom you dont know and they will slowly reveal to you whoi she is! NA FOUND OUT!!! actually she smsed me last night ok QUOTE: thanks joy! aka angel:) haha END QUOTE! hahahaha HOW COOL! ah she said she will talk to me on msn ! ahahahah ok you must find me really crazy to be all obssessed over some senior girl and stuff but HEY! YOU DONT KNOW THE CONNECTION! hahahahaha AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO HAPPY. DELIRIOUS. ESTATIC. JOYOUS.oh just after the competition, sl al and i were waiting for sl's mum so we stood outside talking when al tried to teach ushow to do the 'MJ stand on your toes' thing, when this old lady (SHES SUPER SWEET!) walked up to us and told us that sl was the tallest(WHICH SO ISNT TRUE) and she started telling us about her grandchildren and how the Jap occupation isa sensitive subject and about her life and how now there is racial harmony(she was DAMN CUTE. she put out her hand and asked us to place it on top of hers representing different races:))! SHE IS SO CUTE REALLY. it is these kind of people that really light up my days. you know sweet elderly who just care so so much about the future and their children:) it is all about being optimistic in life. the little things that help and guide you along the way:) its amazing. SIMPLICITY IS INDEED BLISS. no objections to that. :)Oooo i did not tell you! now in the pb, i am in the WELFARE COMMITEE! UBER COOL! thought that was my 2nd choice. my first was SPECIAL PROJECTS which according to SY is a very hard commitee to get into but OH WELLS:) be happy with what you get right? BE CONTENTED. THATS THE BEST YOU CAN DO:)sitting on the fence girl<3
hi again! seriously speaking, how would you feel sitting in a totally air-conditioned room, clapping your hands till they redden, and always pestering the person on your side to sit properly? hahahaha. not very good indeed. OH WELLS. i guess it had to be worth it.... haha:) but I HAD FUN ANYWAYS! :) today was kind of boring well in a fun way. there was comp studies which supposedly was supposed to be fun then NOT SO MUCH.... then well it was chinese which i had to say made me really tired... i dunno why but whenever it comes to chinese my eyes tend to close and... well i go into dreamland... NO I DONT really alomost, ALMOST. hahaha. oh it was math then PE which i ususally LOVE TO BITS but not today then langarts. haha. if i were you i would not really say it was a FANTASTIC DAY. much like a normal routine ay. i have to start studying, i always get this guilty conscience thing when i decide not to study.... that is bad right? okokokokokok TODAY I WILL:1. finish studying for my oral(45min)NO DISTRACTIONS!2. go back on computer and start physics report(45min)3. math homework:)SLEEEEEEEP:)sitting on the fence girl <3
heya:) i have been on the computer like practically the whole day so far and i am going to have to continue... i have to do some report for math regarding Internet addiction. OH THE IRONY. they expect us to go on the computer, as well as the Internet to look for info and type the report out.... it took me practically the WHOLE day. well most. i think mostly cause i was procrastinating... hehe. But seriously, we just must well go get Internet Addiction Disorder (IAD) and WE ARE WRITING ABOUT IT!!! GAH. i might as well become like Kimberly Young, a proffessional on Internet addiction. SEE???? i even remember the lady's name, her name appeared like on every site i went onto. AHHHH. okok. i guess it can be quite interesting... but the cybersexual addictions part was, i must say, pretty gross. hehe. OH I AM LIKE UBER HAPPY. do you know ok what should i name it.... ah alison. okok ALISON added me on FB!!!! hahaha it was like a year ago and she still remembers? (only a few people read my blog and ok i think only 2 know who i am talking about )so SHHHH! hahahahah. but seriously i was like SUPER SUPER SUPER HAPPY!!!!! oh i was just surfing FB just now(procrastination haha) and i was looking through team photos, photos with friends, teachers. and i rememebered EVERY SINGLE time we took each photo. i LAUGHED. ok, its true anyone and everyone can laugh but to me, laughing is a phenomenon, a virtue. isnt it just amazing to be able to think of something, and like it sends something to your brain to make you want to open your mouth and make a weird sound? haha PURE HAPPINESS REALLY. smiling is fine, but LAUGHING IS AMAZING. it makes me think of my old primary school teacher MW(i shant name names)hehe. she sisnt allow us to laugh. WEIRD EH?? no i am seriously. like when you hear a joke you just laugh, for that matter i laugh at almost eveything so anyway, when a few of us laughed at the same time, she would shout: "NO LAUGHING! WOULD YOU PLEASE STOP LAUGHING???"haha it makes me laugh just thinking of it:) okokokokok better not procrastinate any longer... GOOD TALK.sitting on the fence girl <3