What is this? this is records of my feelings, records of my thinking, records of my life. enjoy(:
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HI. i am THE GIRL SITTING ON THE FENCE. I dont take sides(most of the time)and i find it extremely difficult to make decisions.
But, i still am that bubbly, funny, warm friend that you can get.i love GOD. i like badminton, reading, studying (since its a must, why not enjoy it??) and so on...
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Monday, September 28, 2009
HEYA. i am sorry i am super random with that dress on top hahahaha. but i found out that it was a guy's dress shirt transformed! haha how cute. I dont know, maybe its just my longing to wear back my dresses which are like stored in my cupboard but that i dare not wear. OKOK reasons: 1. the only place i can wear it is to church and well i guess you can say i am shy?? haha 2. my dresses are quite short, not very apprpriate for church. 3. i have nowhere else nice to go to. PERIOD. (dont think sick... it means FULL STOP. ) YUPPP:) ok i am kind of digressing from what i wanted to write about....
ok. i am kinda weirded out by CHIM-ness. ha i learned what 'liturgy of platitudes'*that was meant to be said in a proud yet learned tone* means. my langarts teacher wrote it on my essay, meaning for it to be well a negative comment.
i read it i was: "WHAT???!!!!" i asked kits she was like :that is so chim. ok not exact words from her that is why i am NOT QUOTING SEE??? haha. there was this other one in my SCIENCE(not english !!!!!) paper wich was 'lacerated'. ok that is not TOTALLY chim but to some extent it is! i mean why cant you say 'CUT'?? gosh. it sometimes makes me feel that people are trying to show off their vocab or something but KUDOS TO THEM. i dont think i can ever come up with some of those. ah.
ok. haha. you know how like when you really WANT something or want something to happen??? ya. it totally doesnt happen to you. it happens to people who dont want it at all. MAYBE DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. life is unfair. i may be too young to say it but OHWELLS too bad. SO I HAVE THUS DECIDED(ha a step closer to new blog! read earlier posts) TO NOT BE BOTHERED ABOUT where N is, what N is doing etc. of course you know, i think i am doing this is so that whatever i want to happen will happen (confusing:))..... oh but that is totally CHEATING. hahahahs. anyway it is NOT a promise so i might... you know... not keep to my decision:)
the song someday we'll know is still in my head. GO LISTEN previous post has the link:)
