What is this? this is records of my feelings, records of my thinking, records of my life. enjoy(:
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HI. i am THE GIRL SITTING ON THE FENCE. I dont take sides(most of the time)and i find it extremely difficult to make decisions.
But, i still am that bubbly, funny, warm friend that you can get.i love GOD. i like badminton, reading, studying (since its a must, why not enjoy it??) and so on...
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Saturday, September 19, 2009
hey there! i was just studying my history when i got really distracted in my thoughts. ): i was thining about well our future, like well mine. AND it was not like future in 20 years or something it was the NEAR future like 2 to 3 years time kind of thing. like you know how by the time we are in sec 2, one badge of seniors will be gone and its own turn to be a senior. following that, sec 3, well, in CCA, we will be the oldest, no SENIORS nothing. we'll be taking on the tough job of reprimanding and disciplining our juniors. going through emotional team talks etc. then sec 4. weve got the big O coming. well study hard and be THE BIGGEST SENIORS OF THE SCHOOL. then JC1 study again and again, move away from bestest friends, new environment etc. then JC2 a big A .... SO ON. well you get the point. i know ike everybody has to go through it but you know, its just, scary.
my bestie, wrotte once in her birthday letter to me: QUOTE As we age through the years, we might possibly drift apart ): we may one day be two strangers pushing our way through a large crowd and even if we bang against each other, a few muttered apologies will be all that we will get from each other. END QUOTE. its sad to admit, but theres a tinge of possibility there.... hai. maybe i am just having one of those so called mood swings, one day UP next day DOWN. for me??? this morning was WAY UP. like i managed to finish so much work, now i think the person pushing me was tired, he let the swing go and now its just DOWN. hai... I HOPE THAT QUOTE WONT BE TURE.
whatever it is, treasure your time together, it may be short, it may be long, but hold on LIVE IN THE MOMENT. the string could very well be cut in the near future. SCARY.
