Cute little girl
'OH! SO CUTE! birthdays! haha'
THAT. is the response i get for being Birthday I/C and going up to a committee head and telling her to get something for someones birthday.... SIGH.
am i still that tiny cute girl with two plaited pony tails with eyes filled with nothing but innocence? I think NOT. gosh, i am 13 going on 14?! and i STILL get THAT!!! who knows?? maybe at 18 i will get pinched in the cheeks and said to: OH MY GOSH! WHAT A CUTIE PIE!
sigh. my sisters were analysing me over dinner, WEIRD right? well, i guess they have the right to, they are after all, a LOT older than me... maybe its my way of speaking??
OK. who here thinks i have a vey high-pitched voice?
*ALL HANDS RAISED*
sigh. REALLY??? hmmm. i cant make my voice go low!!! i just sound like a weird stupid fairy trying to be an ogre, to NO AVAIL. obviously. i have been told MANY times before that ESPECIALLY when i am speaking on the phone, my voice goes exceptionally high, so much so that i sound awkward and like a baby. THANKS. HAHA
ok. I HAVE GOT TO WORK ON THE FREQUENCY OF MY VOICE.
think OGRE.
OGRE.
OGRE.
sitting on the fence girl<3
run a little further. run away. so sorry i havent written in a LONG while. piled up with LOADS of work.RUN. RUN. RUN.
can we do that? can we just run away from life? can we run from the things we need to face? can we run away from our problems?RUN. RUN. RUN.
why did God put all these problems in our lives? all these disasters? why?RUN. RUN. RUN.
run through the field, past the fences, you will find greener pastures. really??RUN. RUN. RUN.
i cant. we cant.RUN. RUN. RUN.
All these things are where they are so that we can learn. we can grow. sound cliched? it is. but its very TRUE.RUN. RUN. RUN.
having hard times?DONT. RUN.
face it bravely.TRUST. GOD.
sitting on the fence girl<3
Smile, things will turn out okay (: *see?? there you go*a week. a week ago. a week ago i was just that carefree girl on HOLIDAY.
TODAY. TODAY i am stressed(i should NOT use that word) girl with LOADS of work.
thanks hey?? hahaa well that first week of school was a killer, no doubt, there was orientation, OLE, HOMEWORK, badminton etc etc etc. sigh. and i got REALLY REALLY stressed out. but you know, trusting God is important... so SMILE cause there aint nothing to it(: (: (: haha
you know i lost my animal farm book while packing my bag and PANIC. PANIC MAN. i was like trying to find it EVERYWHERE. we prayed and prayed and the next day, i asked my helper and GUESS WHAT. she put it with the BABY BOOKS??!!! hahahha even my dad thought it was a baby book and was like, "Why are you READING THAT??" gosh. for PEOPLE's INFO, its an adult book about POLITICS . GOSH. no offence and all, but its boring. SIGH.
i went to eat dinner which i am sorry to say was... hmmm OKAY. hahah. then i had PROBLEMS putting an eye into the Heart for the OLE banner. truthfully, i think its a little weird. sorry R. ahha. NO FINGERS POINTED. sigh i took really really long.
ok i shall vomit out everything (almost) that i did today. i went to Barker cause of dad's orders... and i got a word:
We are a masterpiece of God- yet to be completed...
aint that just beautiful??? sigh...
sitting on the fence girl<3
Its 2010! and i have some things i need to psycho myself to do.
hi guys! HAPPY NEW YEAR! yea, thats just a random picture of me on tv! ok, i am joking. hahah its in korea's KBS world! haha. you know, looking back on 2009, i can say well, i was real successful in terms of studies, badminton but what i really regret is that my socialbility (no such word, i know ) has been real bad. so has my relationship with God. so next year, sure, i definitely want to keep up my work! and badminton! oh must train hard! as for my relationship with GOd, i hope i can trust him more, put my faith in him and love HIM. well then comes being more socialble. i find myself too introverted, like i only talk to the people i am comfortable with. this year, i want to be the first to say HI! yes, even to guys (well, not EVERY one, at least the ones that i know.) hahah yes, and guess what next year, well THIS year, i am only going to ONE church. ONE. no not THREE. ONE--- CHARIS! hhahaa there goes another decision! (: my mum is watching this CHristian cd and it is super loud. haha i just heard the lady say, "You are on the operation table and the surgeon is about the start then you jump up...". haha i know that is totally random but how does that have to do with... OH WELL. haha i am so so glad that i am finally getting down to my work! i have loads of things to balance this year... HMMM lets see:
1. Studies- its streaming year. WHOO HOO. and i need to go to triple science.
2. Badminton- LOVE YOU GUYS! To sustain my sports scholarship, i need or rather our team needs to get to the top 4 in the Nationals. i know we can do it, hard work pays off. 99% perspiration, 1% _______ hahahah.
3. OLE Conference- okay, this is new. its short for Open Little Eyes Conference. and i am in the organisin committee. GREAT RIGHT? hahahha yea. but i think its great fun!
4. Prefects!- ok i absolutely love this part, its just so awesome! its damn fun but still...
5. Church(relationship with God)- ok this might not seem like a big part to you, but it is to me. other than having a great relationship with God, i wanna have a great relationship with my church mates!
6. HAVING FUN- i cant just work ALL day right?? haha
SO. as you can see, i have quite a few things on my hands... HAHA. but dont worry, i will come through it, maybe successful, maybe not. (: but i will forever be grateful to GOD.
sitting on the fence girl<3